it's been a while

ok so last time when i said it was going to be a year since i typed on here again i guess it was true. i'm 15 now. so old right? well not really in my eyes. i think 15 is semi-mature, not quite there yet though. i think 16 is when people take you seriously for your age. anyways, i just moved to irvine, california. i don't know how i feel about it. it's pretty chill here but it doesn't have the same feeling as nyc. i can't just go out and walk to dunkin donuts in 10 mins or see my friend that lives 10 mins away as well. the school here is pretty chill here too i guess. i like how there are breaks implemented every 1-2 classes. i don't have any friends yet though and this is the 3rd week of school. i don't even know how to make friends like i try to speak louder bc i know that i'm a quiet speaker but i think i just come off as aggressive when i do that :/.  i guess i don't really need friends at my school since it's mainly just lunch and breaks where you interact and it's not like nyc where you look lonely at the lunch table so that's a plus. i'm really hoping that i make friends at clubs and i probably will since they share similar interests with me. i also want the school to close really badly because the homework is really stressing me out. 

today i found out about Titan, a one of saturn's moons. it's the closest thing in the solar system to earth, meaning that humans could actually live there. the only differences are that it's much colder and there are higher level of nitrogen. it has also been proven that life is possible there. i can't wait for the future to see what happens in the solar system. 

i said i would do stock trading and stuff over the summer but i guess that wasn't true either 

let's see when i'll write on here again maybe in a couple of weeks or even a year who knows lmao

bye

tie toll

 Okay. I'm officially enrolled in high school now, probably some of the most important years of my life. It's only the 3rd day but I'm pretty sure it's going to get much more harder from here. 

My Earth Science teacher's first impression kind of disappointed me. A girl on the Zoom call was lagging (her mic was lagging) and he thought that she was playing a trumpet. LOLLL. He said "Miss, if you don't stop playing that instrument I'm going to have to kick you out.", and the other students were like "Mr. Lall I think her mic is lagging.". He just denied it and actually thought she was playing a trumpet. Smh.

Also, today's September 18th. It's been 4 months since my birthday. I'm now 14 and 1/3 years old. Yay.

There's not much to update on since it's only been one month since I blogged on here, so I'm going to end it here. Maybe I'll write on here in a month or two or maybe even in a year. Who knows.

bye

Quarantine.

 Heyyyy, I'm back. I'm 14 now...it's been about a year since I've blogged on here. 

12 year old me really thought that 13 was old and such a big number while I'm 14 over here and I still think that I'm considered a baby to adults. To be frank, I think that 16-17 is when people start to think that you're actually getting older. The point where people don't think you're a baby anymore. 

My family is talking about moving to California since the weather and schools are amazing there. It's also because I didn't get into a good high school.  I really regret my decisions in 6th grade, I had the chance to be a whole new person and ace middle school, but I blew it. I would say that I'm above average in terms of intelligence (NOT STREET SMARTS LOL) because I don't put in a ton of effort into my school work very often but I'm still one of the top students in my class, while some students work a lot harder than me and aren't top students of the class, which I feel is pretty unfair to be honest. I'm blessed to be somewhat naturally smart. 

So yeah, about high school..I got into Aviation High School at first which is actually pretty good but then I switched to Thomas A Edison High School because Avi is far and the percentage of girls at that school is 20%. I regret my decision once again because I don't even need to travel to school since we're in quarantine now. Sigh. 

I've noticed over these past years that I'm starting to have really deep thoughts. I'm starting to think more about my future and the bigger picture of life. I don't think I'm going to be as happy as I am now in 10 years because I'm probably going to have a lot more stress put on me than I do now because of adult responsibilities. 

We're in quarantine now, and it's been really boring. But, I'm also glad that I don't have to go to school in person. I think that I learn better at home :). I got a 99 in math while learning in quarantine.

Speaking about quarantine, I've been watching a lot of Running Man lately. I don't think I'll ever stop watching it (unless something bad happens to the show). It's been keeping me entertained and sane during these times. My favorite members are Jeon So Min and Lee Kwang Soo. I don't understand why people hate So Min. It kind of hurts me to see her get so much hate. The more and more I find out about her, the more I look up to her. She can dance, write lyrics, write books, act, entertain, and so much more. She's my inspiration :)

Since I've been watching a lot of Running Man, I've been trying to learn Korean. It's really hard since I can't find any good free apps to learn from, so I've been using Duolingo. I think I've learned a decent amount of Korean so far because I can read some Korean comments on YT. I hope I can be able to learn more.

That's all I have to say for now. I'll probably write here again soon, but it's not guaranteed. I bet I'll be 16 when I come back lol

Almost 13.

I know nobody sees these blogs, but I think it's important for me to write in these type of things to look back at how badly I used to write lol. 

So I'm in 7th grade now, and it's not as hard as I thought it was. Every single year I say the next year is going to be the hardest of them all, but it just turns out easy peasy. I'm really nervous for 8th grade. It's the year I'm graduating and the last year I'm going to see my friends Matthew Colopelnic and some others. I'm still deciding which high school I want to get into. I hope that my future self gets into a good school. 

Anyways, I'm almost 13 and really excited. It's on a Saturday and I have chinese school which I hope I skip lol. 13 is a big number for me because I'm finally going to become a teenager. 

Sometimes I feel like life is a trick, not only because you die at the end but sometimes there's really no point if you think about it. I know I sound depressed but I'm not. I just feel like it's hard to get where you want to be in life, and you really have to work hard. 

I'm scared of my parents passing away later on in life. That's one of my deepest fears right now. I cry myself to sleep sometimes having that thought in my head, and it's just really depressing to think about, so I'm trying to stay away from that.

Also, I have this instagram called '@cubeogram' but I'm not sure if I should delete it or not. There's no point in having it. It's just a little on the side fun thing to have. 

Sometimes I feel like parents these days don't get kids. They always say how they didn't have electronics back then, but today there's electronics everywhere. The next generation of kids are lucky because I can't say that I didn't have electronics. I wish I was in the next generation. I really do. It's not really my fault that there's electronics everywhere in this house. 

These are just thoughts jumbled in my head right now and I wanted to release them. See ya soon. 

Japan and Korea 2018!

Hi...it’s been awhile. I’m going to 7th grade in less than a week, I’m nervous. Oh by the way, I’m 12 years old. Ella is going to 4th grade and is 8 years old, turning 9 in November. Right mow I’m on my Japan and South Korea vacay, it’s really fun. The food is really good. There was also a lot of walking, too. I’m currently in Seoul, Korea. It’s my first FULL day here!!

Kbye have some pies

Hello, we meet again!

Today is January 30th, 2017. It is a new year, and I haven't blogged in so long! I am 10 years old and I still love to blog. I LOVE school now, and I can solve a 3x3 rubik's cube also followed by a 2x2 rubik's cube. The rubik's cube is so addicting. So many possibilities!

Right now, I am in my room, 10:00 PM. (lol that's pretty late) and lately daddy loves to play Madden Mobile. I guess that's pretty addicting for him since he likes sports. 

On the other hand, I absolutely LOVE Roblox. Ever since I got Minecraft taken away from me and Ella, I loved Roblox. I thought more too. I realized I was abusing Minecraft, but it was so fun at the same time. :C

I have my very own YouTube channel now. I never thought I would have made one, but here I am now, with 52 subscribers. My channel is called Audrey - RBLX & More! (RBLX = Roblox, obviously, because I love Roblox) 

This is just a little bit of what is happening right now in my life, the beginning of 2017. I plan to make more blogs later in the years and this following year. :D

See you in the next blog!

Ice Skating Experience!

Today is 12/19/15. It was an AMAZING day. I have not been doing blogs often because of school and homework. :(  However, today was my first time ice skating! I did really good for the first time. At first I was like OMG and holding onto the edge of the arena. Next, I let go and followed the instructions Peppa Pig gave me when she did ice skating. (Baby show. Sorry) But it worked. Push, push and glide. I kept practicing for about 1 hour and went pretty fast! Except I fell down a couple of times. ;)

Ella was ALL over the place. She thought ice skating was so easy. "Mommy you push, push and glide. I learned that from Peppa Pig" Ella said to mommy. She was so scared on the ice. If mommy and daddy lets go of Ella's hand she just falls on the slippery ice.

So this was my AMAZING day. Right now it is 9:05 PM. 12/19/15. BYE!!!!!!!!!!